.eleventh month

This girl had an eventful month, but she came out alive thank goodness. Honestly for a few minutes one night I had the terrible experience of thinking she might leave us, so it is an extra wonderful thing to still have little Alice here with us.

Here’s the story—it was a Saturday night and she woke up screaming at 12:30am. I got her and she seemed hot so I took her temperature. It was 101.something so I got out the infant Tylenol and put a few ml’s in a syringe thingy. She was drinking it down like a bottle but the last little bit slipped and shot into her mouth too fast. It startled her and she made a concerned face as she stopped breathing, became unresponsive and started convulsing. I thought she was choking so I started the baby heimlich but nothing was helping so I ran downstairs with her yelling “help!”. Air and his friend Jordan were down there watching a movie, and they also tried the heimlech while I ran back upstairs and called an ambulance. I was crying so much by this time it’s ridiculous. While I was on the phone Alice finally stopped convulsing and started breathing again. She was still out of it for quite a while. Unresponsive and looking confused. The ambulance finally arrived and they checked her out, told us she seemed fine now, and it may have just been something called a febrile seizure… apparently pretty common in babies with sudden high fevers? Also turns out that Air used to get them when he was little.

Yikes.

After an experience like this I am reminded of how fragile life is and how grateful I am to Heavenly Father for protecting our family. I’m grateful for the times when I’ve seen his hand working small miracles that help us on the way. And I’m grateful for the times when I had no idea that these small miracles were happening all around us, day to day, to protect us. There is so much to fear in the world these days, but the more I experience this life, the more faith I get in the fact that God will never let us go through things that we cannot handle. And we can handle a whole lot with him by our side. I know that everything is in His hands and I just have to let go and trust Him.

These photos were taken only a day and a half after this craziness. She was still pretty sick with random fevers, but as you can see, she is an amazing little champ to be happy and smiling through it all.

     

I can’t believe her first birthday is coming up… I’m in complete denial and I don’t want to think about it. Guess I better start thinking about it soon though, otherwise she won’t have any cake or presents? Eek!

Enjoy these photos of Alice doing her most favorite thing in this world (hanging upside down):

We love her so much.